it all seemed much simpler
than her mind
told her it would be.
This year, this month is full of so many firsts. So I have decided that in honor of my soon-to-be-legal new last name and starting over in a way, I would make it official with a new blog.
There won’t a bunch of huge changes from http://www.carrielkoch.com besides focus of posts, maybe, and design. Starting a new blog meant that I could be more serious about what I wanted it to look like. And I could brand myself better.
I feel more myself than I think I ever have. More confident in ways. More vulnerable in others. I am scared of some things that are inevitable in my future, and excited for others that I had resigned to not ever being mine. I can’t promise that anything will be regularly posted here for a while during the difficult weeks ahead with Dad’s cancer, but it will be nice to have a cozy place here to come when I need.